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Chapter 14

What Do We Save First?

Tunu's reply didn't bring any money.

The next morning, Salim opened his mobile-money account and saw that before he even raised the kiosk shutter.

No refund.

No miracle.

The same balance. The same obligations.

He switched on the light, took out his notebook, and wrote across a fresh page:

**What do we save first?**

Underneath, he began a list.

Customer deposits.

Stock for confirmed jobs.

Family reserve.

Shop rent.

Supplier balance.

Mama Rahma.

Every line mattered. There wasn't enough money to save everything at once.

When Kassim arrived, he found Salim still staring at the list.

“You didn't write Tunu today,” he said.

“Because Tunu isn't a bill.”

“Good.”

“Don't start.”

Kassim laughed and opened his printer shop.

At nine, Nuru sent a message.

**Saada can meet me at lunch. She knows savings-circle triage well. Want her to come this evening so we can look at the numbers?**

Salim read it twice.

A few days earlier, he would have felt as if too many people were entering his business.

Today he replied:

**Yes. But nobody decides for me. We map the options.**

Nuru replied:

**Exactly.**

At midday, the first supplier sent the formal claim statement. Part of the defective-screen claim had been approved as credit, but not all of it. The credit would appear against the next order; it wasn't a cash refund.

Salim read it angrily and called.

“Why isn't it cash?”

“That's the claims policy.”

“And the screens you rejected?”

“Inspection showed installation marks on two.”

“Because I tried fitting them for customers.”

“That's why they can't be accepted as unused defective stock.”

“But they were defective.”

“I can send the inspection notes.”

“Send them.”

When he hung up, he wanted to curse.

Instead he wrote:

**Supplier 1 credit — approved, not cash.**

Then he removed that amount from the column of money available today.

It was a distinction he was learning painfully: something could have value without being able to pay today's bill.

A customer came in carrying an old phone.

“Can you replace the screen?”

Salim checked the model.

He didn't have the part.

“I can order it.”

“Tomorrow?”

Salim nearly said yes.

He stopped himself.

“When the supplier confirms stock, I'll give you a date. I don't want a deposit before I confirm.”

The customer frowned.

“Another technician said I should pay half now.”

“You can go to him if he has the stock.”

The customer left.

Salim felt as if he'd watched money walk out the door.

But at least he wouldn't have to spend it before he had the part.

That evening, Nuru and Saada arrived after the flow of customers had slowed. Saada carried a small notebook and her own calculator.

“Today I'm not a witness against Tunu,” she said as she sat down. “I'm here as someone who used to manage a savings circle.”

“Good,” Salim said. “And I don't want anyone telling me to close my business without seeing the numbers.”

Saada nodded.

“Then let's see the numbers.”

Nuru placed three sheets on the counter.

The first: cash actually available.

The second: dated obligations.

The third: things that might arrive but hadn't—supplier credit, the Tunu refund request, unpaid customer balances.

Saada pointed to the third sheet.

“Don't call this money.”

“Already learned,” Salim said.

Nuru looked at him. “At a price.”

They started with customer deposits.

Saada asked, “How many unfinished jobs have deposits you've already used?”

Salim named two.

“Amount?”

He showed her.

“Those first.”

“Why before the shop rent?”

“Because that isn't your money until the work is completed. Keep spending it and you dig a new hole.”

Salim nodded.

Nuru wrote **RING-FENCE** beside the figure.

Then they looked at stock.

Salim was used to buying parts in larger batches because the unit price was cheaper. Smaller batches would require less cash, even if his margin fell.

Saada asked, “Which models move every week?”

Salim named five.

“And which ones do you buy because the supplier says the deal is good?”

He named several others.

Nuru said, “Right now, a good deal that sits on a shelf isn't good.”

Salim wanted to defend his inventory strategy.

Then he looked at the cash.

“Fine. Fast-moving parts only.”

Shop rent came next.

If he paid all of it, the hole in the family reserve would remain much longer. If he didn't, the arcade manager would begin applying pressure the business didn't need.

“Can you ask to split it?” Saada asked.

“I don't want to look bankrupt.”

Nuru said, “Can you pay rent with pride?”

Salim glared at her.

Saada said, “Don't fight your wife because the calculator annoyed you.”

Kassim laughed loudly from his side.

“And you stop listening,” Salim called to him.

But the next day, when the manager came, Salim asked to divide the rent into two payments within the month.

“Have you ever been late before?” the manager asked.

“No.”

“Can you pay half today?”

“Yes.”

“Balance on the fifteenth.”

Salim checked the calendar.

“I can.”

“Send it on WhatsApp so we have the agreement.”

Salim nearly laughed.

“In writing?”

The manager looked confused. “Yes. Why?”

“Nothing. I've started liking written things.”

They confirmed it.

For the first time, asking for time didn't make Salim feel like he'd failed. It was a date, an amount, and an agreement—not a sign.

That evening they returned to the household list.

The reserve couldn't be restored all at once.

Nuru said, “Let's set a minimum that doesn't get touched.”

“And if the shop gets stuck?”

“The shop will say it's stuck.”

“Easy to say.”

“Yes. But if we break the reserve every time the shop gets stuck, then we don't have a reserve.”

Salim agreed.

They set the floor.

Then Mama Rahma.

“Her new rent starts next month,” Nuru said. “She hasn't asked us to pay all of it.”

Salim said, “We can help with a little after the shop rent.”

“Don't promise until that date arrives.”

“I know.”

Saada looked at them both.

“You look like a committee.”

Nuru said, “A committee whose chairman used the reserve without minutes.”

Salim put a hand on his chest. “That was unnecessary.”

Saada laughed.

But when they finished the calculations, there was something that wasn't funny.

Salim's kiosk was bigger than the business his current cash could support.

He had shelves of accessories that didn't move quickly. A display of cases with thin margins. Space he was paying for to look like a complete shop, while repairs brought in most of his money.

Saada asked, “If you reduce stock and display, do you still need all this space?”

Salim didn't answer.

Nuru didn't either.

“Does your lease allow subletting?” Saada asked.

“Not formally. But the manager might agree to divide the space.”

“What if you moved to a smaller kiosk?”

The question felt like an insult.

“This is my business.”

“Is your business repairs or square metres?”

Saada didn't say it harshly. That made it land harder.

Salim looked around the kiosk.

He'd painted it himself three years earlier. He'd installed the glass shelves after a good month. He'd bought the new signboard after Alya said the old one looked “tired.”

Shrinking the space felt like going backward in front of everyone who had watched him expand.

Kassim came to the doorway.

“You still going?”

Saada showed him the rough figures.

Kassim read them.

“The kiosk at the back is still empty,” he said.

Salim looked at him.

“It's too small.”

“The rent is almost half.”

“My customers know I'm here.”

“It's twenty steps away.”

Salim hated that everyone had an answer.

He stood and walked outside.

The arcade was beginning to close. Lights in several shops had gone dark. His signboard still glowed:

**SALIM MOBILE & ELECTRONICS**

Below it stood the glass display filled with cases that hadn't sold that week.

Nuru came out and stood beside him.

“We don't have to decide today,” she said.

“But you think I should move.”

“I think you should decide what you're trying to save.”

“The shop.”

“What is the shop?”

Salim looked at the signboard.

Nuru continued. “Is it this space? The name? The customers? Your tools? Your ability to repair phones?”

Salim didn't answer.

“If you spend all your money protecting the image of the shop,” Nuru said, “you may lose the business itself.”

Salim thought of Bwana Tunu.

He'd paid twice because he didn't want to accept that the first payment might already be gone.

Now he could do the same thing with rent, shelves, and the signboard—pay more simply because he'd already paid so much.

He went back inside.

At the bottom of the page he wrote:

**Don't pay tomorrow just because you paid yesterday.**

Then added:

**Look at the smaller kiosk tomorrow. No decision yet.**

Saada closed her calculator.

“That's triage,” she said. “You don't save everything. You decide which thing, if it sinks, will pull the others down with it.”

Salim looked at their final list:

1. Protect customer deposits. 2. Buy fast-moving parts only. 3. Pay half the rent; balance on the written date. 4. Restore the reserve in installments without breaking the minimum floor. 5. Don't count a refund that hasn't arrived. 6. Check the cost of the smaller kiosk.

There was no seventh line saying *wait for a sign.*

Salim closed the notebook.

Tomorrow he would look at the kiosk in the back.

For the first time, the idea of having a smaller shop didn't look like the end.

It looked like something that might survive.

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