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Chapter 06

Don’t Bring Me Rumors

The midday sun pressed hard against the warehouse roof, but the strip of shade beside the canteen caught enough breeze to make a few workers sit there with their lunch boxes. Mariam arrived with her thermos, took a seat on the wooden bench, and opened the rice and beans packed from home.

Forklift beeps sounded from inside the warehouse. A pallet hit the floor with a dull thud. A supervisor’s radio called someone to Bay Four. The canteen smelled of ginger tea, samosa oil and warm dust. People ate quickly. Afternoon shift did not wait for conversation.

Mariam had not come to hold a meeting. She did not even want many questions answered. After seeing the Upendo notice, she needed to know whether anyone inside the depot had personally seen something that could explain the timing of her access removal.

Hamisi sat opposite her with a cup of strong tea. Two warehouse workers, Juma and Salma, were nearby.

Juma lowered his voice the moment Mariam sat down.

“Dada, people are saying Victor wants you to resign on your own.”

Mariam raised a hand before he could continue.

“Don’t bring me rumors.”

Juma blinked. “But everyone knows—”

“No. Everyone knows what they saw. Everything else is talk passing from mouth to mouth.”

She set down her spoon.

“I need one thing. If you personally saw something about my access, my shift, or an instruction concerning me, tell me. If somebody told you what somebody else heard, leave it.”

Salma gave a nervous laugh. “You only want facts?”

“Only facts.”

Juma frowned. “Then I have nothing. I just heard things.”

“Good. That is also an answer.”

He looked almost offended that his information had not been received like valuable intelligence. He snapped his lunch box shut harder than necessary and left, muttering about a pallet inspection.

Mariam watched him go without feeling victorious. Fear made rumors attractive because rumors did not need signatures.

Salma stayed a little longer. “Mariam, people are scared of getting involved.”

“I understand.”

“If you start writing names…”

“I will not write anyone’s name for something they did not tell me themselves.”

Salma nodded, closed her lunch box and stood. “I don’t know anything about your access.”

“Thank you. That is enough.”

Then she left too.

Only Mariam and Hamisi remained. A forklift moved behind the wall, its warning beep cutting through the quiet.

Hamisi said, “I saw something.”

Mariam did not open her notebook yet.

“You saw it yourself?”

“Yes.”

“Then tell me only that. Don’t add what you think it means.”

He gave a short laugh. “You make a person feel like they’re inside an audit.”

“I’m trying to separate what happened from what I’m afraid happened.”

Hamisi put down his cup.

“Friday morning, before migration weekend, I was at the supervisor terminal because the Bay Three scanner had died. Musa from IT came to repair it. While we were waiting for the reboot, the ticket list was open.”

Mariam waited.

“I saw a request with your employee number. Access disable. It was in the approval queue.”

“Did you read the reason?”

“No. I didn’t open the detail. I saw your name and the action.”

“What time?”

“A little after ten. Maybe 10:10, 10:20. I can’t give you an exact minute.”

“Who had approved it?”

Hamisi inhaled slowly. “The status said approved by operations supervisor. I didn’t open the name.”

Mariam’s heartbeat quickened.

“You’re sure it was Friday?”

“Yes. Because that was the day we closed the bay early for migration weekend. After Musa left, I went to lunch with you. I remember that.”

Only then did Mariam open her notebook.

“I’m writing this: Hamisi saw an access-disable request under my employee number Friday around 10:10 to 10:20 on the supervisor terminal while IT repaired the Bay Three scanner. Status showed approved by operations supervisor. You did not open the reason or approver name. Correct?”

“Correct.”

“Are you comfortable with your name in my notes?”

He glanced toward the warehouse. “For now, yes. But I don’t want Victor knowing I talked to you.”

“I’m not going to tell him.”

“And if HR asks?”

“I won’t name you as a formal witness without telling you first. But I also won’t pretend you never told me.”

Hamisi exhaled. “This could cost me.”

“That’s why I don’t want anything beyond what you personally saw.”

He stared at the unfinished food in front of him and stirred his tea for several seconds. Mariam had known him seven years. He liked overtime. He disliked management disputes. His silence had a real price.

“You know what makes me angry?” he said at last. “If they had simply told you your role changed, you could plan your life. This thing of making it look like you weren’t even reporting…”

Mariam interrupted gently. “That part is interpretation.”

“But isn’t it obvious?”

“Obvious is not the same as provable.”

Hamisi shook his head. “Fine.”

“My salary was reduced for hours I was here.”

His expression changed. “They cut your pay?”

“Twenty-four absence hours.”

“But you were here.”

“Yes.”

Hamisi turned toward the warehouse gate, almost as if he could see the security log from where he sat. “Monday I saw you standing there with Bakari for nearly ten minutes. Tuesday you were on the floor before me.”

“That matters. But I don’t want you rebuilding every day from memory now that you know there’s a dispute.”

“You think memory changes?”

“Yes.”

He went quiet. “I never thought about it like that.”

After lunch, Mariam returned to the floor. Two people who normally greeted her fell silent as she approached. News that she was documenting events would spread faster than any explanation she could give.

Victor passed two hours later and asked whether IT had responded. Mariam said no. She did not mention Hamisi. She did not mention the ticket. She wanted official records first.

That evening, near the lockers, Hamisi found her again.

“I thought about what you said.”

“Which part?”

“If you need it later, I can write down exactly what I saw. Not today.”

“Don’t write because you feel you owe me.”

“I’ll decide for myself.”

“That’s what I want.”

On the daladala home, Mariam opened her notebook. Gate rejection. Victor’s email. Payslip with absence hours. Friday’s client notice. Hamisi’s account of an access-disable request.

None of it was a complete answer yet.

But it was different from rumor.

She wrote one line at the bottom of the page:

FACT FIRST. MEANING LATER.

Then she closed the notebook. Tomorrow she would go to HR without a conspiracy story, without names borrowed from frightened coworkers, and without claims she could not prove. She would bring discrepancies.

Before Mariam boarded, Hamisi, still standing near the daladala door, called her name.

She turned.

“One more thing.”

“What?”

He glanced back toward the depot and lowered his voice.

“That ticket didn’t say migration. It said user access revoke.”

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