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Chapter 09

I Only Wanted to Pass

A light rain fell on the day Mariam returned. Asha stood at a bus stop near the morning market, holding her folder beneath a bent umbrella. Two days had passed since Mariam left the hostel. During those days, Asha had received two notices from Student Affairs, collected Musa’s statement, and signed the handover for the hidden phone. She had not called Mariam. Her phone should not become a way for Mariam to learn where the evidence was.

Mariam appeared from the direction of the fruit stall, her shoulders wet beneath a jacket. She stopped in front of Asha without greeting her.

“Have you gone to Kelvin?” she asked.

Asha closed the folder. “A hello first?”

“Do not do this.”

“You did not answer my messages.”

“Because I needed to think.”

“What did you think about?”

Mariam watched buses pass, their wheels pushing dirty water along the edge of the road. “Remove my name from the appeal.”

Asha did not agree at once. A conductor called for passengers, and rain tapped against the umbrella. The stop was crowded, but the space between them looked like their hostel room, filled with everything they had left unsaid.

“Why?”

“The notice says I will give a statement. If I do, my scholarship will go into disciplinary review.”

“That does not explain why you took my phone.”

Mariam drew a breath. “I needed help getting through the test.”

“You asked for photographs of my notes.”

“Yes.”

“And what did you get?”

Mariam clasped her hands. “I was told there was someone who knew how to connect that device.”

Asha studied her face. “Kelvin.”

Mariam did not look surprised. “You saw the second phone.”

“I saw the lock-screen message. I did not open it.”

“Then you saw the part I did not want you to see.”

“Tell me the rest.”

Mariam sat on the bus-stop bench and shifted her bag so Asha could sit. Asha remained standing. She did not want her body to return to its old place while the truth was still locked inside Mariam’s sentences.

“Kelvin told me he could connect a wearable,” Mariam said. “He said it would be used only for notes. He did not tell me someone would wear it during the examination.”

“Did you believe that?”

“I wanted to.”

“You gave him my phone?”

“I gave it to him for a while.”

“Why my phone? Why not yours?”

Mariam lowered her head. “My phone was full. Kelvin said your account had a connection that was easier to use.”

Asha felt her stomach tighten. “You entered my passcode?”

“I knew your passcode.”

“Because I told you.”

“Yes.”

“And you deleted the chats.”

Mariam closed her eyes. “After Kelvin wrote that the pairing had gone wrong, I panicked.”

“How had it gone wrong?”

“I did not know. I saw several messages and deleted part of the conversation.”

“Which part?”

“I deleted my chat with Kelvin.”

“All of it?”

“I thought if I deleted it, no one would know I had been involved.”

Two buses passed without stopping. The rain grew lighter, drawing a line of water down Mariam’s forehead. Asha took a small tissue from her bag and placed it on the bench, not directly in Mariam’s hand.

“If you go before the board, will you say all of this?”

Mariam looked at her in fear. “That is why I want you to remove my name.”

“You said Kelvin connected the device to my phone. You hid the chat. This is not something I can cut out with a pen.”

“You can say you were confused. You can say I held it only briefly.”

“But that would not be true.”

“Truth will not pay my tuition.”

Asha felt the words pass through her. Everything Mariam said wore the face of fear, but that fear had swallowed a long list of choices: tuition, scholarship, the passcode, the second phone, and now the request that Asha carry part of the weight before the board.

“You said someone else would wear the device?” Asha asked.

Mariam turned her face away. “Kelvin said there was a student who could sit at the back of the hall. I did not know his name.”

“But you knew there was a device.”

“I knew there was a pairing. I thought it was to help with notes, not cheating.”

“Why did you return to the hostel before the test ended?”

Mariam tightened her hand around her bag strap. “I was supposed to return your phone. Kelvin said he would finish on his own.”

“You left the phone with him?”

“For a while.”

“And is that why you hid the second phone?”

Mariam did not answer. Asha did not press her. The silence lasted longer than their first conversation in the room. In front of them, rain carried a scrap of paper from the gutter and spun it beneath the bench.

Asha took out her notebook. “I am going to write down what you said.”

Mariam stood. “No.”

“You told me to state the facts I know.”

“I am asking you to talk to me as a friend.”

“We have already talked as friends. You asked me to remove your name so I could remain alone inside the decision. Now I am listening as someone building an appeal.”

Mariam took Asha’s arm, but Asha gently pulled free. There was no struggle, only a boundary that had taken too long to build.

“Do not make me your enemy,” Mariam said.

“I do not want an enemy. I want your statement to be accurate.”

“If you write this down, the college will call me.”

“Yes.”

“Kelvin will look like he did everything.”

“I will not call anyone the culprit because you are afraid.”

“But he configured it.”

“You said he configured the pairing. You did not say who used the device. That difference will go into the statement.”

Mariam looked at the road. “I only wanted to pass.”

Asha wrote down the date and place, then recorded Mariam’s words in brief. She read each sentence back to her. Mariam corrected one: she had not said she wanted to cheat; she had said she wanted help with notes. Asha entered the correction and left a space for a signature.

“Do not ask me to sign that,” Mariam said.

“Then I will record that you refused to sign.”

“You are making me look like a criminal.”

“The college’s decision will not be made from my paper alone.”

Mariam wiped tears that had mixed with the rain. “If you help me, you will see that I had a reason.”

“I can understand your reason without erasing the consequences.”

“What will you do now?”

“I will request the original chats. I will speak to Kelvin without announcing that he did everything. I will keep your statement as you gave it.”

Mariam shook her head. “Asha, do not do this.”

Asha closed the notebook. “You gave me the answer you had hidden. I will take it somewhere it can be examined.”

A bus stopped in front of them, the door opening with a rush of air. Mariam did not board. She kept looking at Asha’s folder as if the papers had taken something from her.

Asha closed the notebook and said in a steady voice, “Kelvin was the one who knew what the device did.”

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