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Chapter 11

What Baraka Wants

The small café near the bus station was not crowded that afternoon. Its tables were wooden and painted brown, and a ceiling fan turned slowly without reducing the heat. Salma sat by the window. Baraka chose a chair that gave him a clear view of the door.

“You asked to meet here,” Salma said.

“I do not want to speak in your house every time. Every wall there carries Yusuf's name.”

Salma looked at her cup. “And here everyone can hear.”

“Not everyone cares.”

The café attendant placed two cups on the table and left. Baraka did not drink. He took out the paper given to him by the clan member and placed it on the table, though he kept it from opening completely.

“Is this the house valuation?” Salma asked.

“It is an attempt to make me sign that I represent the heir who deserves to know the house's price.”

“Who gave it to you?”

“He said he worked with people who understood family property. He did not want me to mention his name to you. He said that if I waited, my chance would disappear.”

Salma felt anger rising, but Baraka lifted the paper.

“I did not sign it,” he said. “I do not want this paper used to show that I arrived looking for property.”

“Why did you go to him?”

“He came after the news began to spread. Someone told me you wanted to sell the house, and that if I wanted my share I had to move quickly.”

“And you still came to me with receipts.”

“I had the receipts before I met him.”

Salma was silent. In front of her, Baraka did not behave like someone waiting for the price of a room. He was protecting something with no market value: the meaning of his name in Yusuf's life.

“Tell me how you knew Yusuf,” Salma said.

Baraka looked outside. A bus passed full of students and people carrying market bags.

“I knew him as a man who came to my mother with a notebook,” he said. “I did not know he came to pay my tuition. I only knew that now and then he sat on a plastic chair and asked whether I had attended class.”

“Did he ask you?”

“Sometimes. Mostly he spoke with my mother. He brought me books twice. He taught me how to make a weekly expense list. But when he left, he never said when he would return.”

“And who did you think he was?”

“I thought he was a distant uncle. Later I heard my mother say his name quietly. When I asked, she told me not to dig into the affairs of married people.”

Salma lowered her eyes. That word had made Yusuf distant, but now the distance was cutting through her house.

“How did you find the receipts?” she asked.

“I found one among my mother's papers after her funeral. The payer's name was Yusuf Ndege. I went to ask at the school. They said some records had been moved. I kept looking because I wanted to know whether he helped out of pity, guilt, or because he thought of himself as my father.”

“And now you know?”

Baraka shook his head. “I know he gave money. I do not know whether he knew how to be a father.”

Salma lifted her cup but did not drink. “I have been hating him for hiding me from the truth, then I remember he was helping someone who had no one else to help him.”

“You can do both.”

“It is easy for you to say.”

“It is not easy. I have done it since childhood.”

Baraka took a small folded card from his wallet. It was yellow, its corners worn.

“This came from my mother,” he said. “She wrote it when I was twelve. The emergency number was Yusuf's. There was no word father. There was no family name. Only a number.”

Salma looked at the card without taking it.

“She told me to call if I was hurt at school,” Baraka continued. “I never called. I felt that if I called him, I would force him to become someone he had not prepared to be.”

“And what do you want him to be today?”

“I do not want him to be anything. He is dead. I want his truth not to make me look like a thief.”

Salma felt the wall inside her shake. Until then she had seen Baraka as a question that entered through her door. Now she saw him as someone who had carried that question longer than she had.

“When you said you wanted your name spoken,” Salma said, “what exactly did you mean?”

“I do not want my name mentioned in a property meeting as a number to divide. I want you to call me Baraka Sule and accept that I was part of his history. After that, if I have no right to the house, I will know. If something needs investigating, we will examine it properly.”

“And the man who gave you the valuation?”

“I rejected him. He was not looking for truth. He was looking for a signature.”

Salma folded the paper and returned it to him. “Do not give it to anyone else.”

“I will not.”

“And do not pressure Hassan to pay you to leave.”

Baraka looked at her. “Hassan has already sent me a message.”

He took out his phone but did not hand it to her. “I did not answer.”

“What message?”

Baraka read it quietly. “‘If you leave now, I will pay you.’”

Salma felt her stomach tighten. “What did he mean?”

“I do not know. Perhaps he wanted to buy silence. Perhaps he wanted to remove me before the meeting. Perhaps he thought he was protecting me.”

“Why did you not tell me?”

“Because I did not want everything I said to look like a weapon against him.”

Salma looked at him for a long moment. She could not easily explain it: Baraka was protecting Hassan when Hassan had hidden the truth about him. Not because they were friends, but because Baraka knew what it was like to be turned into the reason for other people's quarrel.

“I will not keep calling you a claim,” Salma said.

Baraka raised his eyes. “Do not say that out of pity.”

“I say it because I understand you better.”

“You still do not know me.”

“Then I will begin by listening.”

Baraka placed his card on the table and covered it with his palm. Salma did not try to take it. For the first time they sat together without a receipt, notebook, or property claim between them.

Baraka's phone sounded again. The same message remained on the screen, short and carrying a threat hidden inside a promise.

Salma read it again, knowing that a few words could close the family's door or force it open.

Baraka turned the phone toward Salma.

“If you leave now, I will pay you.”

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